SOUP


i can only offer
my painted smile,
sometimes the pain
is just too much to bear.
no one knows the secrets
behind these empty eyes.
to be eternally happy,
is a treasure this world has never
and will never know.
i almost wonder if dear andy
was saying 'fuck critics, fuck the world'
and decided to see how far he could get
off a campbells soup can.
thats what i believe after all
his superstar died
in her prime.



how can i make it clear;






THIS IS WHAT I WANT
... do i have to spell it out for you too



.*.*.*--*.*.*.

to you time is just a hand

rotating;

to me its moments passing us by.


colours make life interesting,

but for me its expression and

individuality.


running keeps you fit,

it keeps me grateful

and sane.